Some things to figure out...

Well we just renewed our lease so I guess we are staying in our place for another year. I'm still so leary about the whole thing, asking myself the following questions... should we have signed a shorter lease, should we have looked for a different place, am I making the right decision? I guess that's my biggest question lately... am I making the right decision? The one decision I know that is right is marrying Bryan but everything else is so hard to decide on. I'm always trying to make sure that I'm making the right decisions for both of us that won't screw us up in the long run. I guess that's why we get to be here on earth... to experience making decisions whether they be right or wrong. I just hate making the wrong ones!

My silly husband!

One of the best things in life is my silly husband! He really is the silliest boy ever! He is always giving some silly face and making me laugh! Man do I love this boy!

itchy, itchy, itchy!!!

Man do I hate doctors. I have had to go there so many times for what appears to be an allergic reaction. Of course, they don't know for sure. My eyes have been red, puffy and swollen and my neck and rest of my body won't stop itching! It's like having chicken pox all over again! I have been so miserable with this and can't wait till we can figure out what is wrong with me. I'm going to go to an allergy doctor and hopefully he can tell me what I'm allergic to!

I've been so busy at work that I don't get time to update my blog let alone sit at a desk. Today all my nesters are gone so I can do something now and its super duper quiet!

shapes and sizes and what not

Man do people come in shapes and sizes or what? I really didn't realize this to the fullest until I was made a lead at my work. Now I deal with this everyday. How to make each person do the best at their job! It's hard to be thinking of new ways to teach someone something or how do I get them to understand what I am teaching. I'm always having to tell myself... they all learn in different ways so I have to teach it to them in different way! What a challenge this new position has been for me! I hope I can stay sane while doing it. I hope that I may some impact upon my people and do well at my job!

worldly things...

Why do we as humans love worldly, material items? Why do we crave the things that we can't have?

I am often asking myself why must I have this or that... a shirt or a couch? Will these really make me happy? Will it be short term happiness? Or long term? I find it so funny how the millionaires are just spending their money left and right on such worldly possessions like cars and mansions. Why can't they be satisfied with a modest home? Why must they have 5 cars instead of 1 or 2? Why don't they give some of their wealth to charities or countries that need it more than they do?

If I've learned anything in the 23 years of my life, its that money does not buy you happiness and you certainly can not take it with you after this life! I intend to live my life not concentrating on what others have and what I don't have, but rather on what I do have. I have so much love & friendship from family & friends and that I can take with me!

Please share any thoughts you have! I'd love to hear them!

Why I love my B!

Not to gore you with mushy details... but just wanted to share how my husband is the absolute best. The last two nights he has been so tired and I could tell he just wanted to relax at home. I however needed to go places and just asked if he would come with me and he said yes. He is constantly always thinking of me and not of himself. He is so caring and sweet. It is so nice to have him do that for me. He secretly knows that if he does things like this for me, then I will do things for him like buy him things. I love to surprise him with fun stuff.

Bryan you are the best! I love you!

A bead or two

I am so excited about being a bead consultant. It is so much fun! I can't believe I get paid at work to make jewelry. I love being able to make bracelets, necklaces, watches, anklets, and earings.

If you are interested in hosting a party, let me know. You can earn free jewelry.